Cries of a God Chaser

The spirit within, Longing.
The spirit within, Yearning.
Craving for You!
Hungry!
A Hunger for your presence.
I know you are everywhere ...
But I am talking about your very essence
O that unforgettable experience
That life changing encounter.
Jacob got it.
Moses Lived it.
And I?
I seek it!
I chase it!

I am chasing after You Lord.
Chasing so hard sleep is overcome.

Tried man's way to get close...
Self-righteous and Religious futility,
Didn't get me there
Physically working in the church,
Move here, move there, anywhere? I'm there!
Nope, No that didn't work either!!

*sighs*

Feeling Desperate?
That your template, once again did fail.
Can you relate?

As my spirit doth await,
In this my state,
Of an anticlimax and blue
I sense Him!
Wait a second...
A response to my cries I feel herein
A warm feeling within...
More than a profound Love for someone ...
Beyond the expression of words
Trust me, I tried and can't explain!

Aha! ... Is this moment I have been waiting for?
I'm not sure but I know I want more.
Savoring every bit of it.
With tears running down my cheeks
My very being, Lost in You.
My Spirit, He doth renew.

...

Satisfied?
Yes ...
But I want to get more of Him!

- Albert